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i still don't get it.
i still can't figure it out.
even when u're gone, i still feel u.
your voice keeps on playing in my head.
maybe cos u still call me every night
and every morning,
saying that u missed me.
the thought of u makes me weak.
and im still thinking of u every second,
every beat of my heart calls your name.

Naim.

but i can't stand u. must everything u do makes me sad? but then, i like u.
NO. i won't let u. u upset me and then u kiss me on my lips.
all of a sudden, i forget that i was upset.
it's like i can't remember what u did.
i hate that, and u know.

u know exactly what to do,
so that i won't stay mad at u for too long.
that's wrong.
u hate it, i know.
u know exactly how to touch,
so that i won't fuss and fight no more.
said i despise that i adore u.

i hate how much i love u.
i can't stand how much i need u.
and i can't let u go.
now, i hate that i love u so.

u completely know the power that u have.
the only one that makes me laugh and cry.
it's not fair how u take advantage of the fact
that i love u for a reason.
why???
its just not right.

one of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
and that your kiss will make me weak,
but no one in this world knows me the way u know me.
probably u'll always have a spell on me.

that's how much i need u.
and that's how much i love u.