nevertheless, my loves was my medicine to at least lessen the pain. they were my smile and laughter. they are loved.
i managed to put you away from my mind for awhile and hide everything everytime when i was with them. but you came back to haunt me at midnight. i guess you will forever be in me and it'll take a long time to let you go, even though i've tried. ok, enough said. i'm being too emotional here.
its been a week since i last blogged. i was so occupied with stuffs that i couldnt find the time to sit back and switch on the pc. and i miss my Hikmah 3 too. my mood was so down that i dont feel like doing anything. well, im feeling much better now and im back. =)
last weekend was spent well with the clan. we had a mini barbeque party for Ain's advanced 17th birthday celebration. Roy and me moved off from Azhar's house at 8pm and bused down to East Coast Park. we had our late dinner and our drinking session began when Elfie arrived. everyone got high and tipsy over Absolute Vodka and another bottle of Glenn's Vodka.
we had a great time the whole night and went back home in the later afternoon. i was so shagged that i went straight to bed. my celly rang at 8.15pm and i saw Lina's name appear on the screen. she wanted to meet up at 9pm. so i headed down to woodlands and got a treat from her. Ekin was there too. we had a great convo over starbucks. cabbed home quite late and dragged myself to bed.
on wednesday night, was suppose to head down to MOS but something stupid came up and it had to be cancelled. just when i got everything ready and perfect to go, it takes just one pathetic person to destroy everything. i was so upset that i broke down and cried badly. i was so disappointed with someone and i cant hold back my tears. i just dont understand him.
yesterday was a public holiday and met the clan to complete our school project(s). everyone was so late. standard, janji melayu. so Roy, Elfie and me decided to start on our project first. we had our Java Chip from Starbucks to start our brains. dinner at banquet, ghost stories, blablabla, headed home at 10.30pm. had a funny conversation over the phone with Azhar before falling asleep.
speaking of school projects, i guess school gets better everyday for me. today was my first time attending assembly for the new term and it felt good. i have to admit that im proud of myself. thank you to my loves too for pushing me to attend school. kiss kiss to all of you!
ok, i guess i shall end it here since my post is a dull one today.
i tink i'll edit this post with some pictures later aight. till then.